My body looked like glass and i could see right through it. I was floating. There were a bunch of balls of different colored smoke in my chest. I think it was about 5 or 6 of them. The demon came up from below me. Hugged me. I felt the overwhelming love. Then it stuck its head through my chest and sucked up the gold smoke. Then it scurried away. The whole thing took about 3 minutes. I called it out. The other times I tripped it was longer.but I just saw the waves of neon bricks. Never entities. That time. I was tripping harder than before. Same colored bricks as previously but that time I initiated contact. I said is this going to be the life changing trip that makes me quit smoking? Or a better person or what? Then that thing came at me. I never had the neon bricks in any of the later trips. It changed after that one. I told this experience to my friend who is into dmt. He said you should never try to get the attention of entities. Also whatever happens no matter how scary just go with it. He also said maybe that thing was taking something bad from my soul.
Dreams involving glass-like bodies and vibrant colors often symbolize vulnerability and transparency in your emotional or spiritual state. Glass can represent clarity, fragility, and the way you perceive yourself and your life experiences. In your dream, floating might indicate a sense of freedom or detachment from reality, allowing you to explore your inner feelings and thoughts.
The colored smoke balls in your chest can symbolize various emotions or aspects of your personality. Each color may represent different feelings—perhaps creativity, love, fear, or negative aspects tied to your life choices, such as smoking. The demon hugging you and exuding overwhelming love could represent a paradoxical relationship with your darker thoughts or habits; it suggests that you may feel affection or attachment to aspects of yourself that you know are harmful.
When the demon sucked up the gold smoke, it might imply that it was taking something precious from you—possibly a negative trait or an unhealthy addiction, represented by the smoke. This act of the demon scurrying away could symbolize a release or transformation, suggesting that confronting and embracing those darker parts of yourself can lead to personal growth.
Your friend's advice to not seek the attention of entities reflects a caution toward deliberately invoking confrontations with deeper psychological or spiritual aspects of your being. It encourages acceptance and surrender in these experiences, as they can lead to profound realizations and change.
Overall, this dream appears to reflect a journey of self-exploration and the struggle with both the light and dark aspects of your psyche. It points to a desire for personal transformation and the hope that confronting these elements will lead to positive changes in your life, such as quitting smoking or becoming a better version of yourself. It may serve as a reminder that facing your fears and inner demons, rather than avoiding them, can lead to healing and growth.